There's a knot in stomach
That I haven't felt since my last biggest regret
Now it's back, and bigger than ever
And it's beating the shit out of me
I can't talk
I can barely roll over to turn off the light by my bed
But it's only sleep now that I have to look forward to
Because I know then that I'm not losing you
I wish I could tell you without feeling like a coward
That I feel like there's a fire in my ribcage
I wish I could tell you that I've never felt so helpless and terrified
And I'm sorry that I put us through this
And I'm sorry
I'm sorry
So sorry
I'm sorry
In the mornings there's always a moment right before I open my eyes
When it almost feels like I'm not so alone
Before I open my eyes
And it hurts then worse than the evening
I can't stand to be in this room
I feel like a loser with nothing but self-indulgence to wrap my arms around
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